Today...

Heart was warm
Brain was calm
This weather was not causing harm

Happiness was internal
Sadness was my last final
Walking the road in this way was not that normal

They Said " one day you will forget",
I always replied "Never, I bet",
Little I knew for what my destiny was set.

Negative thoughts weren't in sight,
Sun was up so bright,
But my confidence was not so tight.

Past was gone,
Future had time,
I thought, I should live,
As future may give a surprise...

what's modern?

Maybe its easy to hide things.. maybe its easy to cheat.. maybe its easy to be not emotionally attached to a person. 

People say be modern, walk with the world with their pace. But I ask whats exactly this modern?

Cheating is modern? Leaving one and going to other is modern? Or lying to the one person who would never lie to you is being modern? Being fake is modern? Or is it hurting someone so much that they lose faith in friendship or relationship ? What is being modern?

The talent of looking straight into eyes and lying, how can this be modern? or Making people think that every person they meet is fake?

That one moment can leave the deepest scar on the heart. That one moment can make you feel broken like a fragile piece of shit. That one moment can make you feel that you are the least important person on this entire planet. That moment is so dreadful that the person dies at the very instant. He stops feeling anything. Stops thinking. Stops believing. Trust dies. And you can never get back the same person. You murdered them. Why? Because you’re modern?

You’ll never find a genuine people because now a days this disease of being modern has consumed them all. Genuine ones after going all through all the crap, decide to shut them off. They prefer to blow people off than to let people blow them off because it hurts so much that the pain consumes your whole body and you are left with a corpse with a beating heart. Maybe they can never be modern like others so there comes a time when their hearts say “leave it now, you aren’t made for this world.”

Even if I try to dig out some reasons from the grave, I cant figure out how this all is correct? How can someone do this? What’s exactly being modern? What it is? Why people love being that? What they get out of it? Happiness ? satisfaction? 

The one for you!!

I hope you fall in love with a person...

• Who is not afraid to accept you infront of the world..
• Who loves you even more when you're in that one ugly pyjama you wear at home because you cant wear it anywhere else
• Who can even predict that how you'll react to any situation
• Whose daily schedule includes talking to you atleast once
• Who tells you about anything... even some flirty talks he/she did with someone.
• Who makes you feel like you're important than others.
• Who can't let you sleep being upset.
• Who calls you beautiful like its your name.
• Who wants you succeed in every possible way.
• Who is passionate about your dream more than you.
• Who can see the future with you.
• Who respects you.
• Who can never abuse you.. not even if you breakup
• Who is sick of you but cant let you go because you're that "important" part.
• Who can lit your world up with a small kiss and sweet smile.
• Who remembers every single detail about.
• Who is proud to be madly in love with you.

If you have that person... don't let him/her go. And if you're single... look out... wait for someone like that.. that person is out there looking for you..
You thought you met that person.. and boom breakup?
Don't feel blue... he/she was just making the way for that special one!!

I missed out something ?
let me know in the comments ;)

The darkest hour is just before the dawn!

It was the middle of night,

murky and shady without any spark.

Waking up at that odd hour,

was a leap in the dark.

A terror flew into my veins,

night might never end and leave me in pain.

I knew something was there,

some quest waiting to be solved.

Maybe light was the answer, who knows?

but I knew the darkest hour is just before the dawn,

mixed up thoughts leaving me in the state of yawn.

Somethings are better left, the way they are,

because sometimes they leave the deepest scar.

In these intense thoughts, the night passed away

light, through darkness, making its way.

As sun flashed on the horizon,

I knew, it was my dawn, fear of night was just gone!

Thoughts and ideas : Ayush Mahajan

Hearts are often broken... by words left unspoken..

Dark rally, quiet and shattered,

Tears in eye, mouth stapled,

Things happened that no one could believe.

He stood there infront of her,

Quiet, gloomy, disturbed,devastated and broken!

Some thoughts went overboard, some sinked into the hell.

People watched him standing still in the mist of winters.

But words went into darkness, he didn't let them litter!

He wanted to say, he wanted her to stay.

But he didn't, he stood there still, watched her leave.

I thought love was the only thing that mattered

Hope was killed, love was murdered.

My mind had no thoughts but only your face

Both went part ways, with heavy hearts, dying days.

valentines eve, was there alone..

i wished for you but even the last leaf was blown.

And as it is said... came out to be true..

words were not enough, they were few..

"hearts are often broken 

by words left unspoken"

Don't look back

Its not about who we are, its about who we want to be. No one can tell you that you are doing it wrong or rather no one will bother enough to do so. You know why? Because if you'll not fall, how will others make some space in the room of competition.

Sometimes you have to a make decision, a decision to let go, a decision to move on. Because no matter what happens, your life goes on. It may be hard, you may feel broken at times, you may feel you don't belong to this world. But that's not true, you are a major part of this world. You may not be special to one but you are surely special to someone out there, that someone is worth waiting for.

Never ever sacrifice your self respect for anyone, mind it anyone! No one deserve you more than you deserve yourself. And maintaining that dignity in your own eye is very important. People may call you rude or may be even arrogant but people who really deserve to a part of your show will understand, will stay, will love.. nothing can change them! 

The time you fail is not the end of your story, its just a part of your story. Do whatever you think is correct and is best for you. The only thing you need to care about is when you'll be on your death bed, you don't regret not something. 

Maybe it's something new

Maybe it's something, something new
Maybe something I never knew?
Maybe something i should know
Maybe it can show me the way to glow!

Maybe it's something which will remove my fear,
And help me pull my life's gear!
Maybe it's something that will not make me happy,
Maybe it's something very shabby!

Why am I so afraid to accept?
I can't live life of debts!
It's full of anxiety and silent as death,
Contrasting views have flooded my head!

I don't know where its gonna end,
It will show me the path or just gonna bend!
Maybe something is left, something is due,
Or maybe there's a path, there's a hidden clue!

Maybe it's something that shouldn't be clinged,
Maybe it's something that shouldn't blow with the wind!
Maybe it's something better buried,
Maybe it's something everyone couldn't read!

Maybe it's something, something new,
Maybe it's something I never knew!